the Secret

It was my best friend's deepest, darkest secret and it would be a hard on to keep. It was a Friday, it was really hard for me to keep because I just love to talk when I want to. I thought about during my reading class telling myself don't tell nobody, don't tell nobody. I could if I wanted to tell but I wouldn't. The day passed I haven't told but I all most blurred it out. When school was over I went home and I told my brother what happen: because he was the only one I trust. He listened to what I said then he said “how old is your friend?” “15.” “OK.” I thought about she telling me not to tell any one ‘did she mean my family to or just friends’. I kept it to myself with out her knowing. I finished my homework I went and read a book. Than I went to bed.
It was a Saturday morning I went to the movie with some friends and watched a movie. It was romantic movie that some people came out crying at the end. Then we went to the park to have some fun. We started talking, but then I thought to my self out loud but in a soft voice ‘I can’t believe that she is going out with him.’ They stopped and looked at me “ who is going out with who?” hey ask. I thought I said that in a really soft voice that they couldn’t, I felt so guilty when they heard that. “Someone.” I said “ who is this someone.” I mumbled the name low “Ashley.” “ who?” “Ashley!! There happy.” “ with who?” “ I don’t remember his name.” “Oh I wonder how long this would last.” They said and started laughing. “Don’t go mouthing off to her about this because I wasn’t suppose to tell anyone.” “ OK we won’t.”
I felt so guilty when I told them when I promised her that I wouldn’t tell, because she didn’t want any one to know but me. Then we started talking about what we would do over summer after school is out. We all planed to go to Europe and visit, or do something as a group. Time went back fast so we headed home. The next day we gather at the church and after the church we head to the pool. We were surprised that nobody was there. “they’re probably enjoying the weather.” “maybe” I said in a sarcastic voice. I for got I had to do things at home I left them saying bye.
When I got to school the next morning Ashley was waiting by my locker and a mad look on her face. I went to my locker while she talking. “ why did you tell every one that I am going out with someone?” “well it was me and my friends in the park and I was thinking out loud in a soft voice that you are going out with someone. They heard and asked, I didn’t want to tell them because you didn’t want to but they kept bugging me. I felt guilty about telling them and they said that they wouldn’t. but I didn’t but that up” I lied. “Then who did? What is this posted every where. On the walls, most people got this on their phone and you are the only person I told this to.” “ I’m telling you I didn’t do it, but if you don’t want to believe well that is your choice not mine.” “ well that is how its going to be then I don’t want to be your friend.” Tears running down her cheek. “fine.”
She ignored me I ignored her. I didn’t want it to end like this but it was her choice. I call all the friends that were with me and asked them did you tell anyone about her or put any posters up. They all come out saying no only one more to ask, which is my brother. I went home directly right after school and asked my brother, “ did you tell anyone about Ashley?” “ no I haven’t.” then who did. That was the end of that. Three going on four months without talking to each other. after school was over we hadn’t talk ever again. I think that was the end of our friendship.